 | 003 | May 21, '08 10:51 PM
for everyone |
In the middle of a scorching summer afternoon, my heart stopped pumping and froze like a fist-formed parched ice. Anesthetized. My chest was as stiff as the bricks in winter. My stomach was empty and numb. My tears couldn’t fall. My spine was breaking. My faith maybe broken. And where were you?
I read your letter and held it close to my heart, yet I felt no single thump. My breasts were nothing but lifeless pillows to that piece of romance you wrote for me. I see your truth made real in such dulcet verses. But you see, I don’t even feel my heart.
I want to feel the pain of you pulling away. I want to feel the pain of you telling me I have completely changed. I want to feel the pain of you giving up on me. I want to feel the pain just so I know what to do with you, so you will not leave.
But where is my heart? Have you taken it with you? Have I been too busy shielding you from them that things got out of hand?
Come back. Melt me.
| wah! | May 20, '08 8:46 AM
for everyone |
it was only yesterday that i had a good good cry since forever. began at 6pm stopped at 9pm. goodness. 
| 002 | May 17, '08 5:55 AM
for everyone |
I stand by the corpse of my ambition, my hands unbending, my eyes weeping, my skin numb to the cuts inflicted by my malfunctions, my head wanting to burst, my heart wanting to stop.
I am at the edge of an eight-inch razor’s blade, balancing pain with pleasure, weighing life over garbage, with an idiotic attempt to take off to space in any minute.
I want to touch the moon. I want to lie on the surface of Venus. I want to take breaths without oxygen, respire like an extra-terrestrial, drift into nothingness and look at the earth while it rains. I want to pick the stars and bring them home.
Tonight, I hide behind magenta-tinted glasses, scribbling down my thoughts.I want to free myself and float in space with you.♥
| 001 | May 15, '08 7:04 AM
for everyone |
i used to write about a frozen heart amidst a scorching afternoon, about a pair of tired eyes, about wounded fingers that attempted to scratch the surface of the rough wall called bad dream, about a body once slain during a human contact.
i used to write of a broken heart, a broken hope, a broken pledge of nothingness that disappeared into the darkness as if it never caused me hurt. i used to write about the ugliness of the world i dwelt in, or perhaps the world that i permitted to dwell in me. but i am changed.
so is my belief. so is my hope. so is my heart. so is forever to me. and i no longer dream because dreams will only spoil what is real. and this time, it's for real. it's for real. god knows how much i suffer the beauty of your face. god knows how much i wanted to drive the hands of time. every night, this distance is the monster who gulps down my heart like a huge pie. so my heart breaks, like it did in the past, only the sound is so much sweeter.
stop convincing me you are sad.
| whew | May 13, '08 10:32 AM
for everyone |
feels like a rollercoaster ride, scary and fun. i did it, i quit the job. and now, im off to an entirely new challenge. wish me luck. 
nadukutan ako. akalain mong lahat ng apat na zipper ng backpack ko nakabukas.
guard sa entrance ng trinoma: pakibukas lang po ang bag.
me: *bubuksan na sana..*
guard: ay, nakabukas na pala..
me: *puchhhha,wala na wallet ko*
galing, galing!
| $$$$$$$$ | Apr 23, '08 7:41 AM
for everyone |
| agh! | Apr 12, '08 7:22 AM
for everyone |
can somebody give me a good reason why i should/shouldn't believe in fortune tellers? this woman is just about to ruin my life. my goodness!
FIRST TIME KONG KUMAIN NG PALAKA AT HINDI NA AKO UULIT PA.
hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na ito. bakit? 1. magkakasabay kaming maghintay ng bus nila lore, pero hindi sila nakasakay.umandar agad ung bus at sinara ang pinto. 2. eh di bumaba kami at naglakad ng mahaba pabalik para sabayan nalang sila. 3. wala na sila doon, nag mrt pala. 4. naglakad pa kami ng sobrang layo, at dahil hindi namin napansing may fence, doon kami naglakad mismo sa hi-way. 5. hindi lang basta-basta hi-way. EDSA ito. may mga rumaragasang bus at kotse. 6. anlagkit na namin. 7. sumakay kami ng ordinary bus hanggang cubao. anlagkit na namin lalo. 8. naglakad kami ng malayo uli dahil wala namang taxi na sa edsa papara. 9. muntik pa kaming masagasaan ni rubie. tatlong beses. kanan. kaliwa. likod. 10. nakasakay kami ng taxi pero hindi naman mahanap ang tramway. 11. nakarating kami, sa wakas. 12. hindi naman ganun masarap.:/ april 4, 2008. tatandaan ko tlaga itoooo. 4-4-8!!!!!  NAPAGOD AKOOOO.
| im tired | Mar 27, '08 6:50 AM
for everyone |
i just wanna be carefree and love all the people i wanna love.
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for everyone |
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kakatuwa to. haha. a repost from another blog. you should try this.
Instructions:
Go to Google and type in quotation marks your name and then "likes to."
Example: "Tom likes to..."
Type in the first ten things that come up and repost in your own blog.
GAME!
1. Mary likes to dance, mortally hates & fears being kissed by boys. (so NOT true. haha!)
2. Mary likes to spread her love And turn my head around I'm in love with mary. She's my main thing She makes me feel alright She makes my heart sing. (aww, i wish someone would sing me this song)
3. Mary likes to hike, to swim, and to ride a bicycle. (i dont hike, swim nor ride bikes. rofl)
4. Mary likes to work hard. or, simpler still,. Mary works hard. (now, you got that right.)
5. Mary Likes to Eat A Lot. (i stopped eating too much. hahaha)
6. Mary likes to snuggle up on the couch with Hugs and watch movies. (yes, i am that sweet.)
7. Mary's likes to give back rather than just judge others from a distance. (i admit this gave me the idea on what i really should do.)
8. Mary likes to say that she knew how to sheet rock and sweat a pipe before she could ever make a biscuit, and that's totally true. (i don't get it.)
9. Mary likes to read novels. (NO!)
10. Mary likes to eat John, unless he has been having sex with her sister, Jane. (hahahhahaha! where on earth did this come from?)
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| ok na | Mar 8, '08 10:24 AM
for everyone |
masamang isipin na mahihigitan kita, dahil ang ibig sabihin nun, mapag-iiwanan ka. pero yun lang ang paraan ko para makumbinsi ang sarili kong pabayaan ka nalang, mapapagod ka din at magsisisi, dahil bukas makalawa, may narating na ako, ikaw wala pa. kawawa ka naman.
ayoko ng umeffort, para ikaw na ang talo, umpisa pa lang. :)
yun lang walang perfect design kaming maisip na maggustuhan ng lahat. help? haha. thanks!
i miss being happy.
i miss not thinking about the things i put to waste.
i miss not making decisions for myself.
i miss being carefree.
i miss not remembering the people i hurt.
i miss the love songs.
i miss you, my old self.
| :( | Jan 26, '08 12:20 AM
for everyone |
alam mo yung feeling na, pagod na pagod kana, bigay ka ng bigay, effort ka ng effort pero walang nkaka-appreciate, maski nanay mo. tsss.
| leche | Jan 18, '08 5:27 AM
for everyone |
naaalala ko dati sa school, may ganon, pagandahan ng project, pataasan ng score, bitter-bitteran, leader-leaderan. i thought i would outgrow those things. hindi pala.
there would always be people who would not believe in you, people who would never think you can be good enough, people who love only themselves and their talents.
akala ko, matanda nako masyado para sa backfighting, hindi pala. may mga tao talagang sisiraan at sisiraan ka dahil sila lang daw ang magaling.
of course, there would always be a few genuine people who would be there for you, pero para saan pa, nasaktan ka na, nawalan ka na din ng tiwala sa sarili mong gawa, nawalan ka na din ng tiwala sa mga kaibigan mo, at sa mga magiging kaibigan mo pa.
gusto mong lumaban, pero paano ka lalaban, eh wala nga silang sinasabi sa harap mo.
these people changed your life, made it miserable, kung alam lang nila. putanginang yan!
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