http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/ stalk me :) Thu, 22 May 2008 09:22:59 -0000 Thu, 22 May 2008 02:51:11 -0000 http://images.poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/logo http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com 100 100 In the middle of a scorching summer afternoon, my heart stopped pumping and froze like a fist-formed parched ice. Anesthetized. My chest was as stiff as the bricks in winter. My stomach was empty and numb. My tears couldn’t fall. My spine was breaking. My faith maybe broken. And where were you?<br><br>I read your letter and held it close to my heart, yet I felt no single thump. My breasts were nothing but lifeless pillows to that piece of romance you wrote for me. I see your truth made real in such dulcet verses. But you see, I don’t even feel my heart.<br><br>I want to feel the pain of you pulling away. I want to feel the pain of you telling me I have completely changed. I want to feel the pain of you giving up on me. I want to feel the pain just so I know what to do with you, so you will not leave.<br><br>But where is my heart? Have you taken it with you? Have I been too busy shielding you from them that things got out of hand?<br><br>Come back. Melt me.<br> http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/92/003 Thu, 22 May 2008 02:51:11 -0000 gawa namin ni rj, nakalimutan ko na kung kailan to e.. http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/137/bibimbop Tue, 20 May 2008 12:57:41 -0000 it was only yesterday that i had a good good cry since forever. began at 6pm stopped at 9pm. goodness.<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cry.png"> http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/91/wah Tue, 20 May 2008 12:46:41 -0000 http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/136/I_LIKE Sun, 18 May 2008 12:30:47 -0000 I stand by the corpse of my ambition, my hands unbending, my eyes weeping, my skin numb to the cuts inflicted by my malfunctions, my head wanting to burst, my heart wanting to stop. <br><br>I am at the edge of an eight-inch razor’s blade, balancing pain with pleasure, weighing life over garbage, with an idiotic attempt to take off to space in any minute. <br><br>I want to touch the moon. I want to lie on the surface of Venus. I want to take breaths without oxygen, respire like an extra-terrestrial, drift into nothingness and look at the earth while it rains. I want to pick the stars and bring them home. <br><br>Tonight, I hide behind magenta-tinted glasses, scribbling down my thoughts.I want to free myself and float in space with you.♥<br><br> http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/90/002 Sat, 17 May 2008 09:55:14 -0000 http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/134/haggard_moments Thu, 15 May 2008 12:55:33 -0000 i used to write about a frozen heart amidst a scorching afternoon, about a pair of tired eyes, about wounded fingers that attempted to scratch the surface of the rough wall called bad dream, about a body once slain during a human contact.<br><br>i used to write of a broken heart, a broken hope, a broken pledge of nothingness that disappeared into the darkness as if it never caused me hurt. i used to write about the ugliness of the world i dwelt in, or perhaps the world that i permitted to dwell in me. but i am changed.<br><br>so is my belief. so is my hope. so is my heart. so is forever to me. and i no longer dream because dreams will only spoil what is real. and this time, it's for real. it's for real. god knows how much i suffer the beauty of your face. god knows how much i wanted to drive the hands of time. every night, this distance is the monster who gulps down my heart like a huge pie. so my heart breaks, like it did in the past, only the sound is so much sweeter.<br><br> http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/89/001 Thu, 15 May 2008 11:04:09 -0000 stop convincing me you are sad.&nbsp; http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/88/crocodile_tears Wed, 14 May 2008 17:15:27 -0000 krokodile grillery, trinoma with the girls (and 2 boys, http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/133/LAST_SUPPER.._haha Wed, 14 May 2008 16:37:15 -0000 http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/132/ Tue, 13 May 2008 15:09:03 -0000 feels like a rollercoaster ride, scary and fun. <br><br>i did it, i quit the job. <br><br>and now, im off to an entirely new challenge. <br><br>wish me luck. <img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/embarassed.png"><br> http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/87/whew Tue, 13 May 2008 14:32:48 -0000 duduguin ka, literal. http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/131/MASAKIT_maging_TANGA Thu, 1 May 2008 11:13:30 -0000 first time ko. masarap :) the best ang LIBRENG garlic bread (photo http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/130/the_big_oli_trinoma Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:57:49 -0000 http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/129/sbarro_megamall Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:55:26 -0000 http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/128/piadina_rob_galle_april_16_2008 Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:53:29 -0000 http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/127/krokodile_grillery_april_5_2008 Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:49:20 -0000 nadukutan ako. akalain mong lahat ng apat na zipper ng backpack ko nakabukas.<br><br>guard sa entrance ng trinoma: pakibukas lang po ang bag.<br>me: *bubuksan na sana..*<br>guard: ay, nakabukas na pala..<br>me: *puchhhha,wala na wallet ko*<br><br>galing, galing!<br> http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/86/lucky_day_today Mon, 28 Apr 2008 15:20:01 -0000 ayokong magcaption andami http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/126/Manaoag_April_2008 Sat, 26 Apr 2008 17:34:54 -0000 gusto ko nang http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/85/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:41:33 -0000 last day ni http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/124/mercan Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:57:39 -0000 kaya nag hairclip ako. hahaha! http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/123/gusto_ko_lang_maging_bata_uli.. Sat, 19 Apr 2008 18:32:33 -0000 ng aking http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/122/evolution Sat, 12 Apr 2008 16:21:59 -0000 can somebody give me a good reason why i should/shouldn't believe in fortune tellers? this woman is just about to ruin my life. my goodness! http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/84/agh Sat, 12 Apr 2008 11:22:43 -0000 FIRST TIME KONG KUMAIN NG PALAKA AT HINDI NA AKO UULIT PA. http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/83/anak_ng_boogie Sat, 5 Apr 2008 13:30:30 -0000 nawala ko yung ibang pix, nabura. sorry http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/photos/album/121/dinner_with_jeng Fri, 4 Apr 2008 14:58:12 -0000 hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na ito. bakit? <br><br>1. magkakasabay kaming maghintay ng bus nila lore, pero hindi sila nakasakay.umandar agad ung bus at sinara ang pinto.<br>2. eh di bumaba kami at naglakad ng mahaba pabalik para sabayan nalang sila.<br>3. wala na sila doon, nag mrt pala.<br>4. naglakad pa kami ng sobrang layo, at dahil hindi namin napansing may fence, doon kami naglakad mismo sa hi-way.<br>5. hindi lang basta-basta hi-way. EDSA ito. may mga rumaragasang bus at kotse. <br>6. anlagkit na namin.<br>7. sumakay kami ng ordinary bus hanggang cubao. anlagkit na namin lalo.<br>8. naglakad kami ng malayo uli dahil wala namang taxi na sa edsa papara. <br>9. muntik pa kaming masagasaan ni rubie. tatlong beses. kanan. kaliwa. likod. <br>10. nakasakay kami ng taxi pero hindi naman mahanap ang tramway.<br>11. nakarating kami, sa wakas.<br>12. hindi naman ganun masarap.:/<br><br>april 4, 2008. tatandaan ko tlaga itoooo. 4-4-8!!!!!<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/sad.png"><br><br>NAPAGOD AKOOOO. <br> http://poeticallypathetic.multiply.com/journal/item/82/happy_anniversary_mercan Fri, 4 Apr 2008 14:52:36 -0000